"christmas joy"

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

10 days since i blogged?

ahaahha!! today's 1st day of new year!

luckily i msged alina,

if not i would head to school,

and get fucking pissed offf.

to hand in herman poster.

i rushed my night out last night.

just for this poster,

and i fucking anyhow do.

i head down to doby for sunshine plaza.

hoping to visit the printing shop.

just to print herman poster.

previously, that lady told me,

public holiday they open too.

so i trust her and made a reliable source.

but when i call them today,

my heart was bumping!!

nobody picked the phone.

so i wanted to really try my luck!!

fucking lucky! the indian uncle,

came back to shop just to get things.

he's nice, helped me to print. =]

if not, it's a wasted trip for real.

everyone is closed!

okay, today's chinese new year,

i shouldnt curse and swear! haha

oh my god, prata is packing me,

every midnight since new year mood starts.

i m getting fatter fatter. wider and wider.

new year resolution is to slim down! =p

i hereby wish everyone,

a welcoming for good fortune and heath.

a happy prosperous new year!

♥ 1:32 AM

Sunday, January 18, 2009

TODAY,

NEW HAIR CUT,

MADE ME LOOK LIKE CLOWN,

LOST MY CAMERA,

IN THE TOILET,

BLAME MYSELF,

FOR BEING CARELESS,

BUT FUCK THE MALAY GIRL,

WHO STOLE IT,

AT BVB BEACH,

LOST ALL MY GAMES,

DAMN SUAY,

BUT LYING ON SOFT SAND,

ROWING ON IT,

POWERFUL THING,

DAMN SHOIK!

SUNSET KILLED MY HEART!

DAMN NICE!

SWIMMING IN WATER,

DAMN COLD, BUT NICE~

AT 925 YISHUN,

HAD HOKKIEN MEE,

XO BEE HOON,

80CENT DRY BEE HOON,

ALL SHARE WITH LEON,

DAMN FATTENING,

THAT'S WHY,

I WALKED HOME,

ACTUALLY HAD TO PAINT,

BUT LAZY,

I M GONNA PAINT TMR MORNING

AT 9AM!

PLAYED FACE BOOK GAMES,

WORD CHALLENGE,

ALVIN LAM DAMN ACTION!

AND PLAYED,

GUESS THE SKETCH,

SO PAISEH SIA,

I REALLY KNEW NUTS,

BOUT HOW TO PLAY,

I DREW NOT RELATED STUFFS,

IT'S SO OFFF!

AND MY HAIR~

SUCKED TO THE CORE!

I HAD NO CHOICE TO LIVE WITH IT,

GOOD NIGHT.

PISSED*

♥ 12:19 AM

Thursday, January 15, 2009

IT"S TIME TO CUT MY HAIR!

i wan bangs!

gimme some comment!!

today i m surviving on independent day!

only first part of the day when alvin called.

it's like a morning call,

and i actually thought that i would wake up myself.

woke up 10am though sch's 12pm

but actually i could bathe in time,

and visit printing shop at sunshine plaza.

but i would be late for sch if i go.

so rather go school for early lunch!

haha, jaddul was asking why m i alone.

it's been long ever since i eat lunch alone.

last time i always do that.

it's fun doing it again!! =]

after school, stay in sch to finish my soo cheng editing.

i dun wan frens to follow, as i felt distracted in work.

when i do work with fren,

i would tend to talk more then i do work! lol

and rush to sunshine to print.

it's like 830 when i reach there.

almost all printing shop in peace centre closed.

i m really worried. and my bad so heavy with macbook.

i shouldnt have brought out! =[

but it's better with it cos yesterday..

i m very careless. i saved the wrong file in my thumbdrive.

wasted trip to sunshine. sian~

so after printing, felt hungry,

so i went MAD JACK alone.

like so many ppl look at me. IDK why sia.

the counter person look at my every mouth of food in!!

i wonder if the put poison in my food!! hahah joking

but quite weird la the ppl there.

anyways,i met weird ppl again today.

one, there's this disguisting uncle,

who fell asleep in the train and drool!

the saliva dripped like damn disguisting.

dripped on his shirt still. oh my god it's alot!

i dun dare to look at him sia, one palm size on shirt.

i end at home at 11pm. like so late~

and dunno wad i do, and it's 3am now.

i m going to sleep~

doomed for typography!

blessed me! hahaha!!

♥ 10:50 PM

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

hellos,

quite somedays since i blog =]

ended my monday with training.

it's tiring simply mental and physically.

i dunnno why but maybe sch's already tiring.

i m certified slacker.

i failed to get good attendance these days

failed to complete work on time.

failed to sleep early! =p

aiya anyway, today went training.

i dun have confidence sia.

i only caught one good ball.

that's all, =[ alot of ball, didnt catch sia.

i scare!! all of the balls i used volleyball dig.

never even grab the ball sia.

im damn loser.

how to prove myself that i m qualified?

with this kind of results, im not even qualified.

i cant give excuses like, oh becos my ankle pain.

i cant kneel down well, it hurts.

it's not about my weak ankle,

the mentality is not there.!

and i faced this phobia.*always.

when rezal or even jeff used box or herdles

i had to jump over! it's like so dangerous lo!

i really got this phobia sia,

im afriad that i fall over tat thing.

if we dun put the box over there,

i can even jump better and higher than tat!

i m so so so concern about the box there!!

that i cant concentrate shooting!

for real, when i was jumping over,

my heartbeat was power.! super fast.

and be4 i jump, my tears wanna drop already lo.

i was very angry with myself for this result today.

and anyway, xiaoxuan and me went to keep equip.

wah , damn scary. rezal's classroom,

was very dark and eeriee....

in fact i m really very afraid of dark,

and imagine me and xiaoxuan walking very fast there

we never sprout a single word,

i m damn scare already my god.

there's this spooky feeling at that place!! =[=[

when we open the door, huge wind came,

damn scary, then xuan said: scary sia! * very loud.

i got more scared sia. but xuan i m sorry for shouting at u.

i shouted ,go in leh! hahah!

i m just trying to keep myself brave and fierce! hahahah

i felt safer that way. =[ like all these are bullshit.

nothing in there la! u know? ahhaha!

it sound pretty dumb talking like tat. hahah

i m freak out! soon after rezal came.

lock the door and i walk pretty fast in front of them.

and my tears just whack down!

i feel like running to sports hall!

but i scare! i m scare i m scare!!!

i m timid ass though i always act like brave shit!

goodnitey!

i m sleeping at 2am today

if not tmr herman bro angry.

dun fren me! hahah

♥ 1:01 AM

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

TOPIC OF THE NIGHT!

AM I HAVING TOO HIGH EXPECTATIONS?

i wondered why i get my time so packed?

but i dun like to waste time.

time is very important to me.

i rather do things tat are more impt.

excess time can cut and do a more useful thing.

i always feel so rush with things.

and busy with alot of stuffs!

is it my mindset too straight??

is it that i limit myself too much??

or is it that i wanna fulfill many things at a time??

do u think so?? i start to think so!!

but i have to., no choice.

infact, i counted and it's not alot alot!!

but still lot. i felt i lived differently from wad close ppl are.

i have to many thing to complete!

and i dun enjoy my life.

i felt NO LIFE.

i dun get enough sleeps too.

but i knew this is gonna pester me for long.

sometimes i go certain training,

and i felt waste time,

bcos i dun feel that i've trained.

maybe bcos i;m used to tough trainings.

so when i go non-tough trainings, i dun feel a thing.

that's when i think i wont improve and waste time.

and wad's the point?

is that wad you called high expectations??

or is that called solo thinker?

wad if one fine day,

i overwork, then i go home,

sleep, the next day cant wake up how?? =[

comment me in my tag if any response =]

thankyou!!

*appreciated*

♥ 11:48 PM

a very lazy me.

lied to herman bro,

saying tat i had stomachache,

that's why never go lesson again.

and i need to buy herman bro's

TEXTBOOK!!

anyway, lucky i wasnt late for training.

went bishan with mab, clarajoy.

had snacks or rather dinner,

and met weird ppl!

the cashier of shilin!!

OMG! i heard something..

super big chicken is chao da ji pa!

and i hearh her saying..

chao da ji pa, meaning overcooked and burnt!!

overcooked chicken! WTF!

and i heard rou gou!!

meaning dog meat!!

wtf is this ppl and my hearing!!

another one, damn werid!!

clara went to buy barley cup.

cashier says, buy bottle. cup expensive.

and she went to take bottle.

but in fact cup cheaper! WTF!

after mab left we went cotton on shopping flee!

and in the train, funny ppl ask us to sit!!

WE"R NOT PREGNANT!

army boy gave up seats to clara,

uncle gave seats to me! my god!

after we sat down, we kept laughing!!

NON-stop hits!! hahahh

really, today's it's full of weirdos!

but, FUN!! hahah!!

during training, there was a thousand WHY.

stucking in my brain,

met bruce and ian at upper serangoon.

prataing away*

thought of taking 853 home.

but i missed the bus without knowing it's last.

so bruce company me, sitting at bustop,

and we discussed on few issues =]

till 12.30, panic comes.

and got to know tat we look at the wrong list of time!

it's like wadthefuck wadthefuck wadfuck.

then took cab home and bruce ran home!

cost me 14 bucks, win liao lo.

tmr no need to eat le. hhahha

sleep well.

♥ 1:21 AM

Monday, January 5, 2009

BONJOUR.

i m happy today.

rong companyed me,

and i met someone!

after 2 weeks!

he gave me..

OCEAN PACK 20,

as christmas present!

thankyou!

♥ 11:24 PM

Sunday, January 4, 2009

it's truely a bad weekend,

without you helping me to rub my bruises.

saturday was a freakout day!

morning woke up at 645am as training starts 9am.

but i m still late, due to leaving home late.

i dunno wad the fuck am i doing!

had more bruises on my finger and hand.

my shoulder cant seem to allow me to throw ball.

my elbow is hurting me too!

it's like my whole body going to spoil already!

OMG, my time was so packed till i had to rush.

to beach, lucky leo and jul asked for a lift. =]

all alliance clique wasnt there,

they went for MALAYSIA OPEN CUP.

good luck to them, tell me the results kk!

went swimming alittle, or rather play water.

and realised the seawater is rather oily! yucks!

damn damn grossed.! drop the topic.

had 2-0n-2 games with patrick,

it's actually not my skills, my confidents level.

it's all about getting ready and focus.=]

i sprained my ankle during one of the last matches.

i think i stepped into this stupid hole while saving ball.

had bruises on my wrist out of no where!

i felt so retarded! forcing myself to walk properly.

and it hurts like wadever fuck i cant say!

after beach, i rushed to bedok to meet chao fan.

fetched us to this bayshore park,

shalyn's boyfren's place's function room. hahah!

having my cousin cynthia's birthday celebration.

some of you might have know CYNTHIA.

i repeat it's CYNTHIA!!! hahahahh!!

had a couple of toasting beer, and i think..

CYNTHIA IS DRUNK! hahahah!

she anyhow say things, and she keep saying.

why nobody sobber her!!

ahahha! scarly the frens scare to handle her! OMG! oops*

after the celebration, she and her IRC frens,

went POWER HOUSE. omg. i cant imagine.

she's already half gone already!

we cousins went thomas's house.

damn power, nice, pretty, cooling, windy!

met cutie POCKY! =] he's so cute!! =]

his house is so windy! no need aircon!!

anyways, after tat we went A&Z to eat prata!!

and back home. =]

good night.

sweetie i miss you!

♥ 6:05 PM

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Hellos

i m glad i celebrated my 1 minute 2009

with my tchouckball teamates!

this stupid blogger enables me from uploading pics!

if not there's not of pic to share=]

truely speaking, Gmax SWING ROCK!!

zheng chao, jc, xiong, kim, bruce and me went!

all thanks to michael who gave us tickets!

i wanna try bungy jump too!! OMG!

we had my favourty SUBWAY before chao left.

from clarke quay we stroll our way to fullerton,

visited zaini who was very busy!

spotted qiurong, ken, yanshan at fullerton starbucks.

we squeezed through thousands of humans!

and got a good seat leaning the rails,

waiting to watch the arrival of 2009!

we eventually got irritated by the police,

stupid singaporean dun listen and move,

police keep announcing and announcing.

anyways, glad that i m there watching fireworks.

soon after 2009 started, we got a cab by luck to ECP.

east coast park, beach cabana, where michael's working.

he reserved a table for us! the TCHOUKBALLERS!

met jingyang and girlfren there. =] chilling for 2009.

ordered 2 tower of beer sitting down playing games.

wad i expected wasnt so many ppl, a few of us. like 4 or 5.

ordering liquor and mixers, chatting and chill the night out.

this way, we save alot of cash too.

then one by one started saying the leaving,

left with only me and xiaoxuan,

pissed off part came into my mind.

but never mind, whole thing wasnt wad we expected.

i realised i preferred to do things with target and aim.

i dont like doing things aimlessly.

and it's like wasting time and rather do other things.

morning went home at 7am?!>

and sleep the whole day through!

till 6pm i woke up! for teppenyaki dinner at home!

many ppl came, many types of food too!

power! i like the plan,

but i dun like the process where i grew fatter!

hereby wish everyone a dream come true.

and remember that darlings and honey,

i still love you all! =] hugs* hearts*

a new year is born, expect things differently.

all credits to michael, hiphip hurray! =]

happy new year!

♥ 8:52 PM