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I'm JOCELYN CHARLI
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Wednesday, October 8, 2008

i dont know who to turn to.
it's left unplugged.





i'm stressed out totally!
i need someone special to destress me.
am i stressing myself too much?
or am i lifting too high standard to achieve?
maybe i really care too much wad ppl say to me.
or comment or even compliment about me.
wad if im the national squad for tchoukball.
but i m not the best player in the team!
why is tat so? i wanna know too!
Facts are telling me that i cant spike perfectly.
and sometimes or maybe 3/5 of the time,
i failed getting the ball spiked over recently.
it's because i m short. and cant jump high either.
i personally think that i have more confident in spiking.
but recent cases tell me tat i still have to listen to ppl.
turning myself into a libero player.
it's because i cant spike as well as others!
why not just let better player score the point?
so wad if im playing open spiker?
since after i missed getting ball over the first time,
ppl wouldnt wanna gimme the second chances
their perspective would be, PLAY SAFE.
it demoralised me totally.
i feel so loser!! =[
now i know who the privated call was from.
i should have pick it up in time!!
imissyounow!
now!


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