TOPIC OF THE NIGHT!
AM I HAVING TOO HIGH EXPECTATIONS?
i wondered why i get my time so packed?
but i dun like to waste time.
time is very important to me.
i rather do things tat are more impt.
excess time can cut and do a more useful thing.
i always feel so rush with things.
and busy with alot of stuffs!
is it my mindset too straight??
is it that i limit myself too much??
or is it that i wanna fulfill many things at a time??
do u think so?? i start to think so!!
but i have to., no choice.
infact, i counted and it's not alot alot!!
but still lot. i felt i lived differently from wad close ppl are.
i have to many thing to complete!
and i dun enjoy my life.
i felt NO LIFE.
i dun get enough sleeps too.
but i knew this is gonna pester me for long.
sometimes i go certain training,
and i felt waste time,
bcos i dun feel that i've trained.
maybe bcos i;m used to tough trainings.
so when i go non-tough trainings, i dun feel a thing.
that's when i think i wont improve and waste time.
and wad's the point?
is that wad you called high expectations??
or is that called solo thinker?
wad if one fine day,
i overwork, then i go home,
sleep, the next day cant wake up how?? =[
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thankyou!!
*appreciated*
